June 30, 2009



Hey you..
Yes you..!

Do you know that I love you..??!
Do you know it's true..??!

I tried to hide my feelings But it hurts me more..
I know that you love Someone else
Now my heart still hopes…

Yes, you made me feel that you love me,
For so many times...
But you just let me believe,
And then you walk away.
Again..

Why am I still hoping for you?
Do you still remember what was we passed?
I just want to say that we passed all sadness and happiness together..
I'm so happy that time..
But I'm fooled again..

Know why?

I thought I'm with u..
But it's only your body, not your soul or heart..
I just silence and said to myself "who am I..?"

I thought I'm the only man that you shared for so many times,
But I know you shared with other even more..
I just smiled and said to myself that I'm ok..

Even though I want to shout..!
I've been wasting my tears for you,
For so many times But I know that you didn't care..

I'm still happy..
For I've shared with the one I love
We talked of how the past passed by...

May you ask me if I love you,
And I said "Yes,before"
I know to myself that I lied
But I just closed my mouth and I wanna heard you said
"Oh,were the same.. I also loved you, BEFORE"

After that I just want to shout
But I just showed you a fake smile..
I want to say that until now,
I'm still hoping for you...

I know to myself it's true
But then again I pretend in front of all the people
And especially to you..

Why do I still hope for someone who still hopes for someone else..?
I"m crazy, right..?
I passed you by wearing a fake smile on my face
You didn't even thought to say goodbye..
I left that place because seeing you is hurts me more..
Again and again..

Living in a lie and pretending I'm alright
Making others to believe that I don't love you anymore
And making you believe that
I just love you before..

I will just love you here In silence…
Still waiting, even if I'm hurting..

Maybe, I'll just wait for you here
Yes, here…


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